Lazy Fernie

Fern's been sleeping so much these days. Wake up at 2pm+ *Jia LAt* U know why??? Cuz it's da damn holiday!~ HOO-RAY~! Finally I can feel super relax. But well, this holiday is actually for us to do our projects. How sick in another way, right???

.: Friday Night's Partying :.

Venue: ChinaBlack!
Kha-kiS: Belle, JAs & bf & frens, ShuLan & bf, Mel & her kawaii cousin...
What I like bout that day: The music & alcohol
When I got nothing to do: KayPo-ly observing people on da dance floor and you get to see:

1. The Ah-Gua we saw at ZOUK that day!!! *HaHa* not pretty one...
2. The Energetic (Dance from almost the beginning till 3Pm he's still there)
3. The B-girls (Wear until very HIPHOP, can dance & dance with style)
4. The HIP HOPs (street style... very street)
5. The Ah-Lians (Nor.. AH LIAN lo...)
6. The HIAOs (Dancing alone &... ya.. very HIAO lo)
7. The Flirts (fling fling, ding ding, blink blink...)
8. etc etc etc....

:. My friends .:

.Mel. Cutely swaying around after drinking 1 jar & 5 shots. Can talk but cannot walk properly. Talk couple of rubbish to me... Oh ya, I like her "toilet paper lookalike" top! *haha*

.Steff. Mel's cousin. Equally cute too! Asked to bring her go drink ICE MILO if she cannot ake it. (Where to get ICE MILO HUH?! *LOL*) Has these pair of blurry blurry looking eyes (I believe she drank a lil too much) & a dolly face.

.ShuLan. Very enjoy sia. Danced crazily with this girl & Played 5-10 with her & frens
FUN Level: ***+ (Above average)

.Belle. My TWIN!!! She wore black spagh top as me! My most enjoyable kha-ki to be with the night; we danced, we drank, we played, we talked (shouted??), we lost our voice, we got rather HIGH, & we went home together~ hehe*
FUN Level: ****+ (HIGH)

Belle came to my area's coffee shop. Steve came to meet us for supper. Once again, I had prata. Chatted with then but I left early 4am+ to ZzZzZ.. Think they tong till 6am+

Overall rating>>> *Quite enjoyable*

TEMPUS

THE GREAT WATCHSCAPADE

First time in my life I get to know more about expensive mechanical watches. It's really an eye-opener. I know the process of how beautiful watches are made but will never know how to craft one and design one. From the dial (the face), the case, the hands, the cutting, the complicated assemble of the mechanics, they're just pure craftsmanship! Extremely impressive!
What's the cheapest watch I saw??? I think... erm... at least $30,000??? or more than that??? Saw a couple of the "world's only piece". Extremely beautiful! They're ladies watches! Lotsa diamonds too! Super glaring and piercing for the eyes. Wanna have one??? Perhaps if I'm a billionaire, will I???

The names are hard to pronoun. Supposed to be there looking out at the booths visual merchandizing area. & yeah, we found one booth for us to present for our RSM tutorial~ It's the Gerald Genta's booth. Red & black is da theme. There's a sofa area. Lotsa showcasing of *drooling* watches. A watchmaker table + the watchmaker himself demonstrating his everyday work. The nails are thin & tiny. The mechanic parts are small. The tweeser is sharp. His hands are steady. His eyes are amazing too. The table is filled, yet not messy. Will he not sneeze? His brain is fantastic...

Will I be able to afford a nicey watch too in da future? I would wanna own one automatic movement mechanical watch!~ *haha* It's just too ex... Even if I start working, will I be willing to pay for it???

Da interesting Zhong Yuan dinner...

Went to a minimised Zhong Yuan Hui for dinner. The food was OKAY cuz it ain't that expensive. Hee* I think dad paid for the table for 10 or I think he shared with a friend. Mum, Xiang, ME were also there. The rest are dad's network. Most of them are testers for TP. *Hehe* But none is moi tester for my driving test. =P

Dad volunteered to become part of the organizers. He helped out by shouting the bids of others & asking people to support. There's this uncle from our table actually bid (supported by bidding) a golden bucket piggy bank with hundreds of dollars in it. $100+ was sponsored during the bidding process. How interesting..

Hmm... People like to bid with those significant numbers. 88.. 168.. 188.. blah blah watever ends with 8 or contains the 8 sounds good. hehe*

Dad drank quite a lot beer + red wine... Mum was kinda "forced" to drink much wine too. I drank da wine too. But not that much. It's the boss of da restaurant who bid the few bottles of red wine. They're finished by da night. & *ta da* I'm the only one who can and able to drive mom, dad, & xiang back home~!

On the way back, Dad's super out of shape. His voice sucks... He's started to utter/talk rubbish. Or are they not rubbish? Well.. He's started speaking in broken ang moh. Ya... ANG MOH! It's the Joke of the Day!!! Cuz my dad dun speak ang moh... hahaa*

Dad (while I was driving): "ahh... ahh... wait wait.. got taxi.."

(I stopped to check again... there's no taxi coming my way. It's on the other road.) ...

Me: "eh Pa... why am I listening to what u said. U can't even see properly." (Guess I'm too used to having my dad coaching me on da road.)

Dad (holding onto da item he bid): "to..tomolo.. buy da 4-D ok?..."
blah blah.. Can't remember what he said... I just find him funny! Super funny! Oh ya, the lucky no. is 0508 I think. GO buy lar... maybe u can win also???

Me: "Pa.. u shut up lar.. U're talking rubbish liao."

We let dad & xiang down first, then mum & me head to da multi-storey carpark. Once we stepped into da house, there're pool of rice almost everywhere. Dad spilled some rice out of da mini rice bucket. (Nor.. the mee-tung he bid) End up mum & me have to clear the mess. -.- & my hero dad is already ZzZzz on his bed... Good lar. At least they can have a good rest.
:)

~Something for you to smile~ =D
Got this from an email from a friend...

...Why are babies always so cute???

~Sandy Fernie~

This entry is specially dedicated to moi boi...

Went to Bishan Park ytd night with Qiang after sending dad to the kopitiam, where he drink with his friend lar.. -.-

Hmm... went to da playground... played with the swing. *SO SAD!!!* I was happily swinging up & down then suddenly a pile of sand landed on me!!! *kaoZzZz* But I was surprised I didn't fare up & scream... I kept quiet for some time. & started sweeping away the sand on me. But they didn't go away cuz I was perspiring & u know sand still stick to moi skin. I believe I'm wondering if I were to be angry??? *AbiSh*

He wanted to throw that pile of sand on my feet I think... -_- Just imagine... I was wearing my a V-neck tee. Lotza sand entered thru da neck hole... PIANG! it's not a bit.. but a lot lo!!! @#@$^&*#!@# (-_-)" Then my bra... arghZzZz also kena...

But nvm... after that we went to the kopitiam where dad & friends were & had our supper. We're sitting at those open air area. After we finished our food, we sat there talk talk with the uncles. Suddenly, the wind was blowing strongly towards us.
Dad was cheering for this sudden shiok chill~
Though chilly, but most of us enjoyed it.
Then I told them I felt drops of rain..
At first most of them can't feel it. But once they knew it, the rain's getting bigger & bigger~!

Yeah... DOWNPOUR~! How interesting... This rain kept us for awhile in da off-operating kopitiam. I guess the pissed-off feeling is gone with da rain too. Hmmm...

Gone with the IB ICA 1 & IM test!

After all the rubbish I got from da IB project, I believe I'm really gonna change for the better. Be a better leader & a member.
Big problem I've encountered this time round >>> Mis-communication <<<
plus lil initiative, a lil last min work, lil bit of laziness, and most importantly, with all these I'm making my life difficult ya? Stupid me... I got sick of communicating with people - telling people what to do, telling people what we have done.. Wishing that one day people will tell me what to do so that I can think lesser??? *haha* Lousy me... trying to get a easier way out. But well.. I know I can't do this.. & my mind sure still lead me to the right way in the end. I've contributed my 90%! Felt sorry for some of my members... but Yeah.. it's over. Gonna change... really gonna change for the better... The morning & early afternoon was making me ZzZzZz with all these sian-ness... (perhaps it's some post symdrome, blah blah???)

The IM test is weird, esp the case study. It seemed to be applying more of the common sense thingy rather than those wordy theories of international marketing. That sounds better cuz... COMMON SENSE MA! Yet I doubt if my answers were the ones she's looking for.

Moi darling bought me dinner & he delivered them over to moi house~! =) My lil bro, Xiang, knew he was coming & purposely stayed at home so as to meet him. *haha* Amazing - my bro is fond of Qiang. haha* after dinner, we studied in Xiang's room. He gave him spelling & hmm... dunno I think he sort of tutored him. & half way I went to talk on the phone with Zhen.

This interesting friend of mine has sent her Nokia 6230 to Nokia care once again. This time, the buzzer's problem~! Hey my dear friend, I think u can be in the QC department of Nokia phones man! Perhaps u are able to test every single problem of Nokia phone! Then u can be the spokewoman of the Nokia users & tell the Nokia people all the shit the users, like u, receive from their phone. Eh nope... not really the phone. I think u better tell them the incompetencies of the service from the Nokia care staff. I think none of them will fully utilise a phone like ya??? HeHe* Hey that's a compliment! I'm implying that u're tech-savvy hor! Never let the tech-developers' effort go down to waste k??? *haha*

I still can recalled the conversation I had with Sam during da seminar.
He was saying, "我觉得.. service 很重要.." (I think.. service is very important..)

Me: "Ya.. 对.. 因为在这世界上, 有人会 dulan.."

What do you think??? ^_^

~KTV~

Hee* Qiang was supposed to come moi house to study ytd evening. It ended up in a ktv session with kor after he called to ask us out to accompany him for dinner/supper.

Went to Chomp Chomp & had the usual stuff:
Fried Prawn Mee
Stingray
20 sticks of satays!
Qiang had the wanton mee i think
A Big Big mug of SugarCane!!!

KTV @ K-Box in Hougang Plaza... made my hair & t-shirt stink!!! *YEEE* I hate that smell! It's so so strong. Majiam u had a clubbing night...

Bro was so so into da singing mood. So am I... Guess we've not sing for a long long time... F.I.R songs are so shiok to K~ But the Coco Lee's song really got me - throat starts to get a lil' sha sha de. As for Qiang... Guess he's giving us opportunies to sing more ba... hehe* He sang quite few songs nia & think he's a lil shy too~

Oh ya.. I found something stupid from da female singer list. Saw this name "Fan Wen Fang" Fann Wong lar... but yet the pic is Phyllis Quek's... WoHoHO* Are they so alike??? *bitchy BITCHES???*

.: !!! Color Check !!! :.

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You are Brown Panther, who is gentle, kind, warm and friendly.
You don't get influenced by people around you, and can keep your own pace of doing.
You have high self-esteem, and are person of strong will.
Although you really are a kind person, people regard you rather obstinate; this is because you are not very good at expressing yourself.
If you can make the others know this weakness, you will certainly be more trusted.
You dislike being restrained, and wish to stay and act freely.
You are an independent person, and do not mind being alone.
You will be successful by going into a professionalcareer.
You have extremely high ideals, and rich sensitivity.
You can not stand compromise, and therefore, may struggle between reality and ideals.
You are a person who can grow to become a greater person by overcoming many failures and difficulties, so don't grave over your little mistakes.
It is sometimes important to have a big heart and take a "so-what "attitude.
You are a hard person, and can be too critical.
People have their faults, so don't dwell upon little things too much.
When you start a family, you will take an equal stance to your husband.
And you wish to keep your job even after your marriage.

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Source: http://noracom.net/eng/fortune/color_cheki1.php

Busy Fernie...

Well well... Have been really busy these days since Last Friday. (I'm like... always busy???)

Friday...

Helped up in StageARTS Orientation Night that day. It was cool~ Like the performances of the members, be it acting or dancing... But the earlier half of the day was pretty sucky. First, I can't wake up. I missed the 1st lecture then the 2nd cuz I went to help the StageARTers. But I did went for the 3rd lecture, RSM. The afternoon is the worst. I gei kiang went to Orchard to get gifts for my buddies. Bought an MS optical mousey for Miss Hannie from popular & later found out that she wants a wireless one. *Sucks* I was already at Heeren then, hunting for Ying's present. Bought a $36 purse imported from Japan for her. (Wah liew.. wat's the big deal with japanese goods??? So freaky ex... Dun seem it worth the price leh. -.- But since the it's shared by all, suan le ba) Walked back to popular again wishing to exchange to something else. But the variety for the wireless mousey sucks!!! Even asked the promotor to check other outlets to see if there're more brands around. Only got 2 brands... & dun look nice enough for our Hannie baby. Bo bian.. gotta think of the way while travelling back to school. Decided to give it to my dearest brother. Finally, things are settle, but I'm disappointed with my act of BLUR-ity!!! & the limited time made my mood very "boo"... 2 hours of frame for shopping + travelling time. Really sucky yeah cuz the mind can't stop thinking of what to buy.

back to StageARTS... I was on time... Everything went on fine & good for me by then. No longer felt the push in me. Did went into da room to see the actual performance. hmmm... There's always this big difference between the Junior's drama & the Senior's drama. Juniors' drama is always the serious serious type while the other is always the super corny comedy. Can't possibly forget some of the characters in the drama. (such as the Honry & that Mina Elliotte) Some seniors came back to watch the show too & I get to talk to a few. Haha* 1 even commented I'm prettier liao... *kekeke* Yeah... guess it's due to my hair ba... :)

Well, got this feeling of quitting StageARTS. I'm so slack now. No 100% commitment on lotsa things. School especially. I'm too much in the having fun mood. With my friends, my bf, my family.... Not forgetting my Alone & Nua-ing hours is taking up so much of my time. No time & the xim to go to dance practices. I dun even like to go exercising now. *super JIA LAT* Turning into fattie fern soon? (WO CHOY!!!) Maintain can liao... But it seems like I'm becoming flabbie fernie??? *PUI* sounds so er... -.-

Saturaday...

Suppose to wake up early in da morning to accompany kor to change his car tyres. Went to lai chuang again. He was waiting for me & he kena fine at a bloody hell timing of 11am+ He's supposed to be out le la... jus becuz of me -.- Sorry bro. Went to change the car tyres with him & waited 1 hour I think. It was tiring!!! Went Sim Lim... invested in a CDRW & a 80gig hard drive. But my dearest brother haven't install them for me yet. -.-

Went to meet my buddies at Marina South for BBQ steamboat & zhen fa. Late as usual. My darling was there too! :D But still as quiet.. -.- Had a lot of funw ith my buddies. Laughed so much & joked so much~ I miss them so much. Once again, our Princess Ying is not there. But she's with her family lar. So can't blame her. But I would like to give her the present leh... -.-

I ate so much sia... This time round, no flying prawns. Hannie is skilled sia. Prawns dun jump high under her supervision. *haha* The cake was pretty. From breadtalk... *YUMMY*

We left yanyan there alone together with her bf & frens. Felt so bad. When can we ever spend time with this girl who's staying in Jurong??? :( We can only see her once in a while & yet we hardly talk that day. Maybe 1 day I should ask this girl out with the rest of the girls.. :) We did mention about going to dance classes after poly. I'm looking forward!!! I also manage to catch a bit of what's she doing these days. She's in a singing comp final. Goodie Luck girl! Hope u can make it! Trophies, perhaps??? :D

Went to watch Notebook at Cine after the BBQ steamboat together with ShiShi & KaiYuan (Shi's BF!~!~~!, congratS!) Shi is really a ultimate real-life example of a Sassy GirlFriend. U should see her SLAPS! Woo Hoo~! Qiang Qiang bought me a big Snoopy from More than Words. Can't believe the shop actually operates even it's 1am+ Love this Snoopy so much! hehe* SO CUUUTTTEEE~~~ & very huggable. (Thank u, dar~)

Oh ya... it's a very touching movie! Though Shi claimed that it dun worth $8.50, I still think it's a movie can't be miss! Romantic & beautiful... Must Watch x2!!!

Hi my dear bloggie~! This will be my 1st entry & perhaps one of the long one... Firstly I would like to thank one of my dear friends, Ah Zhen~! Who's helped me a little in making this bloggie of mine (a success???) hehe* Thanks Zhen Zhen~!

Hmmm... Actually this blog has been up for some time. It's just that this lazy me didn't wanna put in entries. I also not sure what's stopping me. But for now, I think I'm gonna be regular. I wanna write more. Write bout how I feel... Write bout my life... write bout things I would wanna share to anyone out there... :)

Something happened that made me wanna write here many many times. But I always dun wanna, cuz I dun wanna leave bad things here. (so confused.. I dunno what I'm trying to say still...)

Well had quite an enjoyable shopping trip ytd with Miss Belle & Steve. I was so into da mood in shopping. :) Bought quite a lot of things (at least quite a lot for me):

1. GLOOMY coin pouch cum card holder.
2. a (muddy) Demin skirt
3. a sweetie tube top
4. & some phone accessories for my lovely buddies (& I missed out 1 of the bday girls' item. sucks)

Well.. I've overspent!!! *sigh* I'm always overspending.. & that's so so bad cuz I'm not working ya...

Came home, had a good bath & my mum's nasi lemak, & started off with a good chat with my QQ. & It ended up so so terrible again. Right now, I'm having mix feelings... I can't imagine his life without me. He would be so so down. (Hey, I didn't mean anything regarding breakup or whatsoever.) But somehow I can feel that life with me is making him so tied up by things. So many things... His school thingy, his family, his time, my time, slacking time, etc... 24 hours are just too short for this fellow. *Sigh*

I somehow feel that I wasn't being a good gf to give him. But to him, he feels that I'm a great one; a great one trying her best to bring & share happiness with him. So gald that he feels this way. Made me feel that I actually doing some things right. He always said that I'm stressing myself to say things whenever I talked to him. As in I mind my words so hard that I'm being myself. Well, it's truth for sometimes... But sometimes, talking needa use brain ya???

There're lotsa differences in us, which had actually created much "troubles" too. He said that I'm his ideal one, but he felt that I'm not his ideal one. *sigh* whenever he said all these, I'll start to get confuse & I'll doubt myself, or even doubt our r/s. But I really dun wanna feel this way, ya know. Then pple keep telling me no one will always think the same. & yeah , I know it too & I really wish everything can be good or better or just right...

He loves me a lot & I know it too. Well, I love him too, but somehow the love is not as strong as his??? How do one measure love??? He wanna love me more, but he's restricted. I believe restricted by many many factors. He knows that I'll feel pressured. It's just so luanZ... -.- Sometimes, I feel that I'm bringing pain to this fellow. Poor thing. But I've teared & cried couple of times. (I'm not trying to mean he's bringing sorrow to me or something.) For sure I know I cry easily & he got guilty after that. *sigh*

Hmm.. I was writing in some sweet SMSes from him into this maroon colored book I bought 1 month ago. It's something I planned to give him after it's filled. But u know what???? U know what??? I keep having this feeling that when it's the time I'm gonna give him this book, it'd be half filled. What a sad thing to imagine/think. But it'll definitely be a book of lovely & sweet memories for him to remember.

Do all these thinking make me give him up easily??? I dunno... It's really so heartaching... I'm tearing again... I cannot imagine my days without him. Would it be terrible??? or would it be better but slightly lonely & upset??? & How will my family feel?? Everything seems fine on the outside. The inside is pretty messed up... I think dad would be very very upset to see me like this... see i'm crying over BGR issues... he's always so supportive, so caring, so kind... Dad, I love you so so so much... I suddenly feel my family is SO SO SO important to me! Hai... at least I tried... what more can I say???