right now, my life is nothing but rushing projects...

sound rather meaningless ya??? I'm starting to feel that way. Cant'e meet my boy... No entertainment for a long long time... But luckily school is filled with wonderful friends. *kekeke* They bring entertainment. especially my CON-CLAN members. Really add life to my hactic poly life.

Well, I've been stealing sleep instead of completing my projects during those hours I slept. & that day I actually fell asleep and made my poor president of CON-CLAN to wait for my ppt. I guess ERICAaaA waited for an hour for me. SORRY DEAR!!! I AM REALLY SORRY...
hmmm... I wonder why I always have problems with deadlines. SUx -_-

ime, it's AMR. Last night was trying to design the questionnaire but slept and woke up (in shock) in the morning to finish the draft questions.. Bloody hell... I hate our topic!!! Making my brain crack... It's something on helping NYP students to access to their wants on further studies. SIANzZZz what a topic... Should have ask them to feedback on certain activites or school facilities... BLAH -_-

aiya dun say already.. now going to do IM.. my project mate is asking for help again!~!~~1 BOO HOO why me~!?~?!1 :(

Well well, golf is really carter to the rich. First, building that 18-hole golf course already cost a lot. The buggy wastes electricity... You wanna play that sport??? You have to have that set of super expensive golf clubs, the golf balls, that tour bag, the shoes & attire, blah blah blah blah... oh ya, it also links to things like... membership?? network??? basically, I think it's the "you $$$ ren" thingy.

But HEY! I'm on a 2-DAY WORK @ the PML ULTIMATE GOLF CHALLENGE 2004 in the SENTOSA GOLF CLUB~! *Clap x3* Amazing... (...to me la) Hey dudes, this entry is gonna be way way cool!!! Well, may not be cool to you, but at least to me~! *kekeke*

This is my name tag!!! The new friends and colleagues call me ~Fernie~

Really enjoyed myself for these 2 days. My job position is a usher together with many many other girls. My 1st day was for the male golfers. Met lotsa uncles, very few young ones.

Noon time...

"Wow, it's so hard to get lost with so many pretty girls leading the way..." this's one of the statements made by one of the uncles. *haha, damn shiok!*

Resting in da nicey but cold female locker room...

From top left: Jean, Belle, Elis

From bottom left: Vivien & ME~! That cap's F stands for FERNIE! *hahaha*

On the left is CATHRINE~! Our bosS~ She's busy for all the days. Her phone just can't stop ringing... -_-

@ the HIO...

Top Prize for Hole-In-One BMW 7 SERIES. Some of the golfers already owned one & they dun mind winning a 2nd one too! But well, no one has taken it...

Quite a lot of them mention about eating banana will make their shot going left or right like a shape of a banana.

"I ate the banana and my HIO shot went 'banana'..."

*haha* I think they all very pan-dang leh... drink100-plus also claim cannot drink, otherwise their score will go 100+ too. *kekeke* But say say nia, some still eat the bananas and drink the 100 PLUS...

I was @ HOLE 16 on the 1st day. Man.. it rained on the 1st day of my work. Wat a spoil... But I have a cap with me, & luckily there's a shelter too. Some golfers even asked us to move to the shelter cuz the open air is dangerous. How nice of them =)

Prize for this HIO: SGD$25,000

I was with Serene~! The Sterling Knight girl~ Believe or not, she's 31 yr old. *oops!!!*

Lotsa uncles said that they wanna give us 10%... some 50% even... or treat us to party in the evening if they win, blah blah watsoever. Hmm... do all of them always say the same thing???

& yup yup, I saw the ex-NYP golf guy in this HOLE 16, feldmen. *tsk tsk tsk* He's good! I think a lot of people know about him, cuz he's young lar...

My 2nd day... Ladies' Day

2nd Day I'm on HOLE 5. It rained when I'm there. No cap, but a big big umbrella~! They said it cost $100+ REALLY?!?! *another bullshit*

Met Serene again~! Hee* Talked more this time cuz we have longer waiting time. Hmm.. the female golfers were slower even though there're lesser teams as compared to the previous day.

Prize: a pair of Jaeger Le-Coultre Watch... super expensive & reminded me of TEMPUS. *haha*

Surprisely, the female golfers were friendly and quite easyt o talk to. A lot of them got the tai tai look. Some just look like normal aunties cuz they WARPPED themselves up for the rain. *kekeke* But most of them look better in the evening after they washed up.

Break... 2nd day got no lockers for us, cuz they female golfers were occupying them.

Went to take pictures around. It's fun.. Let's meet some of the girls~!

Me, Serene, & MAY~! Really nice da jies. Serene even wanna jio me go KTV @ night. kekeke* I had lunch with May & she told me about her Middle-east working experience. They are both 30. They dun look like, ya??? *oops again*

Rachel & ME! She looked a lil like Jean Danker, doesn't she??? =) I find her classy in a way & pretty~!

Carin (The taiwan girl), Juliaz (Yan's fren), Jasmine & Gladys (new girls)

Rach, Cat, & ME~ Cat, ready to model in the evening~ ^_^

The BMWs & ME~! I think I look a bit funny.. but well... the cars are beautiful!!!

BMW X3

BMW 6 series Cabriolet

BMW 3 series Cabriolet... Serene said that this car suits me. Hmm... what ya think??? I sort of think so too. KeKeKe*

BMW Z4!!! Way too cool!!!

^_^ Last shot~! Thank you very much! ^_^

Women And Their Zodiac Characteristics
AQUARIUS (January 21-February 21)

Physical Appearance
Fair, tall, elegant and sturdy (I know I am tall & I'm fair now.)
A charming, oval face (Thanks. KeKeKe*)
The hair usually has a tinge of brown (Eh correct leh... Esp under the sun)
The teeth may be defective (super true 4 me leh... KAOZzZz)
There may be a mole or scar on the calf muscle (ZUN!!!)

Mental Attitude
Usually intelligent, you can see through the motives of a person.
You have the ability to read the character of a person after a few meetings. (yaa...)
Blessed with a very high level of concentration and understanding, you can easily get to the root of any problem. (blah...)

General Nature
The Aquarian woman can be quite rigid in her views. (Ya, & that's me...)
You make friends with a lot of difficulty, but once made, the friendship is sincere and forever. You are definitely not the kind of person who will back-bite and work against your friends. (Buddies, I LOVE U ALL!)
True to your words and feelings, you are not only sincere in front of a person but also even in his absence.
Women born under this sign are drawn to meditation. You can be a loner and may lead an almost hermit-like existence at some stage in life.

As an Aquarian woman, you will also have a lot of interest in the material life. You may be inclined to accumulate a lot during your lifetime. But again, the present day woman may not actually identify in toto with the traits defined by the Zodiac astrology of yore.
You are a systematic and organised worker, but a bit slow. (Super true...)
This is because you must get to the root of the concept before embarking on anything.

The strengths and weaknesses of an Aquarian woman are not read very easily.
The world knows and understands only that what you want to make it understand!

Health
Infectious diseases, skin ailments, tooth troubles, tonsils and problems with leg muscles are some of the common problems women under this sign face.
You also have to protect yourself from excessive heat and cold.
Take sufficient rest and exercise for a well-toned existence.

Money
Slow and steady in earning money, you can accumulate a lot of wealth through your talent and ambition. (That means I can dream??? -_- *wake up pls* ^_^)
You will not run after wealth, but wealth shall follow you forever. (Xie xie, I really need this!!!)
You also have the ability to create organisations and develop innovative systems through which you can earn large incomes. (Oh really?!?!?!)
Though you will earn a lot, there is also the danger that you may get into the habit of cheating and deceiving those you deal with. Guard against this tendency or it could well lead to your downfall.

Romance And Sex Life
Aquarians seek refined and intelligent partners. Quite unassuming, you are not likely to boss over your partner. In fact, being a great student of human nature you will be able to exert a lot of control on your partner.
In romance, you start a bit late but pick up fast. You soon learn very ingenious way of getting to know men and can lead them on to a merry chase! This satisfies your ego. But, when you do make the final choice, it is with great care. Once you get serious with a man you will be totally devoted to him.
You will very rarely be jealous of other women. (cuz they are not capable of that)
You will seldom have time for such thoughts, but if you find him insincere you can leave him without a second thought.
Not interested in sex for the sake of it, you can be led into it with a lot of patience.
Gentle rubbing on your calves and ankles makes you ecstatic.

Marriage
You marry late, but divorces are very rare with Aquarian women.
Your marriage will be considered as a model marriage.
One, you have the ability to see through your partner and decide accordingly.
Secondly, you are generally very beautiful. You are endowed with a charm which keeps your husband tied down to you for eternity! (Thank God)
An Aquarian can handle her home and children in the most unconventional way. You may try strange combinations and arrangements and also make them look good. (Sounds bad)
You will be able to handle guests in a most remarkable manner and can hold forth on any subject on earth.
You can converse with children as if you are one of them and you can talk to an eighty-year-old as if you are of the same age group. (Hee* lalala*)

Ideal Match
Men born in Leo, Gemini and Taurus signs are the ideal match for you. (are you sure???)

Caution
A mood that fluctuates more easily than the weather can be your bane!
You can sink from the heights of joy to the pits of depression. (YES!!!)

When on a high, you think the world is in your pocket and that you are a winner and shall remain a winner always. (haha, not very good)

When in a pensive mood, you tend to think that there is no person more wronged as you have been, that you do not have a future... (OH NO!!!)
What you do and say during these irrational phases is what puts you in deep trouble. (I think I'm in trouble already...)
You should control your moods. Keep yourself calm and do regular meditation. (YOGA anyone?)
Develop faith in God and try to understand the law of Karma. (Is it too difficult???)

Lucky Days, Numbers And Colours
Thursdays, Fridays and Tuesdays are lucky for you.
3, 9, 2, 7 are your lucky numbers. (Eh my HP has all these numbers!!! 9X3X X27X)
Yellow, red and white are your lucky colours.

Recommended Gemstones
Diamond, yellow sapphire and ruby are your lucky gemstones. (wow, DIAMONDS?!?!?!)
The stones should be of a vibrant Aura and should not have been worn before.
The weight of the stone should be decided as per your body weight and age. (eh too chim)

Projects are driving me crazy... Oh sorry that's jus another excuse. I'm just too tired to think of them all. & yes, they still suX!!!

I'm going to Jay's concert with my brother this November 27. Moi boy is not coming with us for some reasons. It's rather sad...

YC told me that I looked "not okay" these days, esp today. Thanks girl for telling me & thanks for your concern. I also dun wish to see myself like this. I've been skipping lots of lectures and I'm not sure where I stand. But watever it is, I still hope to do my best for all the coming projects. IB, IM, Entre (I hate it), RSM, what else??? Hmm... Oh yeah, PS. So many of them are dueing soon! HELP~!

I wanna have a break!!!
A break in everything!!! I WANT TO CRY, but CRY ALSO NO USE & IT'S TOTALLY USELESS. So it's best I choose not to.

Dear ti gong, pls bao you Fernie ping ping an an, happy x2!!!

Is happiness always temporary???

Does a girl always has the hidden insensibility???

Does age matter???

What's wrong with me???

Am I stupid???

Will I become one???

Asking all these is stupid... & ya I'm stupid...

What is life suppose to be like when

u are lazy

u got tired of things

u can't think

u are lost

What will life be like when

u are happy

Is happiness always so important???

What else are important???

money???

Family???

FriendS???

What kind of friends you have???

A friend is a mirror of u???

*Plastic*

*Sucker*

*Biatches*

I'm starting to dislike my life... can someone stop me???

I'm one super slacker... wanna join???

Meeting with Hannie & Ming Yuan

This entry comes late... -_-

Met up with this couple on Sunday (29-08-04)

Went to have dinner together @ Chomp Chomp & later hang out at Cafe Cartel~

Hannie's new phone K700i is way way cool~! Kinda like that phone too, other than zhen's 6230. *kekeke* Here're the pics we took using Hannie's HP~!

That's me~! Man.. I haven't been having enough sleep ya??? -_-

Qiang & me!! He's not @ cartel that day... *AaawWw...*

Hannie baby with the cutest expression!!! I like this pic... :)

!!! Picture of the Day !!!

Hey Hey! New item on CAfe CArtel's menu??? *Kekeke* 647!!! What do u think of it???

Creator: Chan MY