.: Blogging to make oneself STABLE :.

Okie, I wanna put one good entry to make myself feel better. Was editing these pics yesterday, and found out that I've improved on adobe day by day. Hey babes, happy with the effectS? *kekeke*

So here's out MNG damage from last week. Orange still have additional 2 more items not here.

TA DA! My new Girlfriend, Miss Orange!

& TA DA! My small bottle, Miss Ah Shi!
(eh shi, how's my skill? Can see the difference?)

And for my pic? Shall be uploaded tonight... ^_^

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So, the following day, Fernie turned in a MNG gal! cool huh?
But figure not good enough, wanted to edit, but... erm... dun wan lar, too kua zhang...

.: Down :.

Sigh... I'm feeling very down I guess. Totally demoralized after yesterday's presentation. By the team and by myself. I'm so easily influenced by others.

All of a sudden, I feel that I'm so useless. Luck is no longer with me liao? My presentation skill has dropped, I cannot express myself well. Sometimes I talk to much, but it doesn't make me a person who speaks well. Partly you can blame it to my English sucks. I wonder if working under non pressured area has slackened my ability. I'm starting to doubt my potential. I'm good at nothing... I only knows a little here and there. No speciality. Sigh... I'm like those with 3-minute interests only. Have I ever pull through something? U see ah.. Like to sing, but sing for leisure. Like to dance, but no commitment. Lost my patience over the years.. I tend to summarise things to say/do. I've turned lazy...

I'm starting to doubt my ability. I'm like a baby for the outside world. I'm still that kinda dreamy dreamy kinda person. I haven't started finding a perm job. I'm still a pathetic temp office gal doing data entry, hoping one day someone will offer me a perm position in the marketing side. But I'll deifinitely start finding after that sickening project.

...Searching for onself -Stage 2- begins...

I hope to discover my new ability/potential in a new environment... *yawnS*

Life ain't that easy... even if you choose to live it simple, it's just a little too complicated to comprehend at times...

.: Fernie is sick :.

So Fernie fell sick after enjoying herself with late nights and heaty junk food... ~_~ Lucky me, no fever this time round. *HENG ah...* Drank gallons of water at work and at home these days (more than usual). Every morning for 3 days (since Tues), I finished a cup of instant liang-teh. It tastes yummy with the sugars it contains. =P Lunch is always soupy dishes like yong tau fu or ban mian. ^_^

My poor ah zhen also sick. She's so much worst than my condition. But our heroine stayed up with me to finish the project again. *touched* Shall not disappoint her again, must really do a good job. Zhen, get well soon okay? Pls rest... Your body cannot take it liao. I 1 year younger so can fight virus better than you thou u are my super woman! WAHAHAHA!

I hope no one around me will catch the virus for me. People, pls take vitamin C when seeing me. Thank you. ^_^

.: Online Window Shopping :.

I'm super free and slack now. *kekeke* But today, I'm not as bored as ytd. Cuz firstly, I am free. Secondly, I am not tired. Thirdly, it's Friday. Fourthly, I'm feeling happy! Cuz I think even window shop can "stablize" gals' mind. But frankly speaking, it makes your heart and hands, and pockets itch too!

So in order to prevent myself from shopping online. I'll always head to Yahoo! Kimo. Cuz online purchase, to me, is most of the time more bo hua cuz of the shipping charges etc... Except for that Birken lobang, it's a totally different thing cuz it's free shipping. Wonder when will it arrive... CAN'T WAIT TO WEAR THEM!! My cheery papilio!! Anyway, I like to window shop @ Yahoo! Kimo is also because of the variety available, the webby layout (very important), and I like the style available. They have a lot of Japanese stuff cuz TW is so near JP & I think the gals there dress well cuz they are basically hiao enough. (of cuz there're odd to be those who dun dress up, aiya it's the same everywhere.)

The webby is so much nicer than the normal ang-moh version of Yahoo! Auction or eBay. Say no use, you all go check it out ba. http://www.yahoo.com.tw/ These webby is also a way to let me see what's in the market now, the style, the fashion, what's nice, what's not. It's like a guidebook for me to hunt for similar stuff in SG market. But nah, I've stopped all those shopping. It's driving my pocket crazy. ~_~

So, interesting discovery from my online window shopping. It's this Dfeel crystal accessory!!! This crystal poodle is really catchy. There're loads more design too!

TA DA!!! Isn't this nice and pretty? The japanese retailers really know what the gals want. COOL right, aren't they?

So this's what you can do with ur gadgetz. Make them pretty too! *kekeke* Beautify all your gadgetz as girlish as you too!

.: Fresh :.

Kaoz.. this is the slowest and hardest entry I've ever written. Cuz it involved a lot of mix feelings... & I also dun really know what am I talking about... ~_~

Hmm... So what will you relate this word FRESH to? (Shit man, I find my ang moh super jia lat... FAIL liao... cannot arguementative... very jia lat... ) Anyway, Orange was asking how things go between me and TH. So that's the topic I'm gonna discuss about...

So we met a night (I think it's like months ago) with everything went on smooth and sweet (only for that day). Followed by dozens and millions of SMSes we exchanged. (But the no. of SMSes is crazy.) The feeling is really sweet to have greetings received almost every morning while heading to work. The SMSes just surprisingly brighten up my mornings. However, we dun chat on phone, we only went out once in a group, and practically we dunno much about each other. I think I can only rem he likes strawberry yogurt and marinara too! (same as me...) Hmmm... But I think he is special (at that time). I think I'm just attracted by the charisma & manliness.

So from SMSes we switched to emails. Continue to know more bout each other. & tons of emails too. I think it's because everything is fresh, the interests and curiosity level is high... U just wanna kpo more... grab attention more. (basically, you will just like the attention...) ~_~ But he's always extremely LAGged.

Frankly speaking I hate all those cai cai cai thingy. We chatted but a lot of things never ask nor said. We wanted to meet up again, but time clashes. So ever since after that, we nv ask each other out liao. So (which I dunno since when) from everyday SMS, switch to few days few SMSes.. then every week once?! Sometimes I have feelings like "aiya think we've lost contact liao. He'll not msg me le... & I shall not msg him.. etc etc.. " then suay suay a SMS will pop from him. !_! Like what Orange and I have said... He's strange. & this person lai wu zhong qu wu ying... shen chu gui mo... (in another words "like ghost") How irritating... gao xing lai bu gao xing jiu shi zhong... It's something like the Tong Xin Yuan show. "Hua gu - xin mo!!!" WHAHA Xin Mo = Demon

Kaoz.. I tot once and for all I can delete this person liao, then who knows he came back. Cuz I really hate that kinda feeling. I'm not even the hao peng you, why should I care right? But okay lar, since we no longer contact. & that's good already. *PEACE* Btw, hey it's not like we're together or what lar.. (I sound like I'm kena cheated or something? HAHA nono, dun mistaken) But I think it's my xin li zai zhuo guai. I can simply dun care and forget about this person (maybe not 100% but near to), which I think i am capable of doing. But just can't help it but to ask myself...

• why is he so silent?
• No more friend friend?
• Haiya, lose interests liao...
• Am I just too boring?
• Or simply becuz he's attached...

So siam lo, I have nothing to lose anyway. Furthermore, it would be so much better this way. I won't go and cai cai cai... Since pple dun wanna talk to you, why make yourself available? Lessen one bothering thing. I feel so much better! ^_^ Come to think about it, guys I'm interested in will not be interested in me. *wohohoho* It's always like that. Xi guan liao... But heng lo.. I'm happy now!!! *yeah* XIN MO QU CHU LE!! (Demon is gone!) *whahaha* that show is really funny. Friends always say I suitable to be alone. *haha* I think it's true lar...

.: Taskless... :.

Frankly speaking, I dunno this is the X no. of time I'm saying... "I'M TASKLESS".
Boss bu jian le... to warehouse le ba... I've finished my things for the morning... & I feel... (i dun wanna say) useless? Emailed the other manager to ask for more things to do. Slack till like that I also paiseh. ~_~ I'm such a active blogger now. Almost everyday I'm talking nonsense here.

Tonight will be meeting the Red Bull team again, but with Erica. Finally at least the 4 of us will appear. We'll be meeting at Pasta Mania, Bishan. I think Zhen and me just can't help it but to order the same Marinara in cream sause again. *kekeke*
Anyway, let me introduce a new fav. for myself. It's Nestle Yogurt Drink! My fav are Strawberry and Mix Fruits! Got to sample while I went to NTUC the other day with papa. You all should tr too!

But Tok Wei Xiang is damn li hai. He finished half bottle and 1/4 of another bottle when I got back home ytd. *TMD* He really dunno how to control his diet. Sian qu... Wanna make him health conscious is super difficult. Thou it's low fat, he is advice not to take too much of diary products lar, might as well say, drink plain water! ~_~

Hai.. when you have a didi like mine, you also will buay tahan. He hardly moves. See liao also pek chek. Last Sunday ask him go jogging he also dun wan. He likes to slack inside kor's room and watches cartoon. It's something like me in the past. But he's so much a couch potato! *HELP!!!* Worst than me. Then he has this wu di irritating attitude which can piss me off easily.. or 99% of EVERYTIME!

So ytd he let me hear this recording on his HP. It's a song. A vulgar songs which include a lot of F* word. Sian qu... I dunno how to brain-wash him to make him a better person. So I told him, you wanna listen, just listen, dun need to be so facinated. But I think it's TIAN YI ah... he accidentally deleted the file later! *ORBBI QUACK!* Then he still lian pi huo huo come and asked me if I have the song. ARghZZzZz! U SEE! U SEE! He is just so nan gao. *shake head & sigh aloud...*

.: Project Discussion cum Side-tracked Discussion :.

So half of the Red Bull's team met up just now to discuss on the upcoming presentation (Huizhen, Jianhao, & Fernie). So as usual, we discussed something about the presentation Flash, allocated some jobs. & we also 38 (or I should say, I today very 38) & talked about something else:

• Ooi doesn't know how to differentiate between Flash & Swish...
• JH praised Zhen for her new hairstyle & outlook...
• We gossiped about bosco... being a loser =X
• our inspirations... (I wanna earn $$$!!!)
• Our jobs...
• Zhen's capabilities and she should not stay with sistic =X
• joining & not joining NIE...
• JH overseas study...
• Rich can go overseas study... but got tradeoff...
• My dad's desperateness to send me to further studies...
• Erica being a copy-meow and ordered the same birken's shoes as zhen (The Garden design; black with mini pink flowers)
• The stupid CCA transcipt (which I got every entry nice and good, but not Zhen's)
• Comfort cabbies (the pervert driver that Zhen met last time + that stupid driver who drives the weird way)
• About us being the nasty customers...

So the most interesting topic is the one of how everyone of us starts to behave like Zhen. We've become more demanding... Service is very important. Like what I mentioned in the past b4...

Yin Wei You Ren Hui Guai-L*N, Suo Yi Service Hen Zhong Yao...

Cuz we believe if we can perform good service, why can't the rest?!

so conclusion for me, ATTITUDE is very imporant. The level of guai-l*n-ness will determine my response to you. I can still remember the other day that stupid SBS black driver gave me that sickening DL face when I pressed the bell the 2nd time to prompt him to enable th EZ-link exit. TMD* Still KAK-KAK frown at me hard hard from the rear mirror. KNS! DUN THINK YOU BLACK I SCARE OF YOU HOR! U BLUR COCK, let us wait (thou few second I also buay song) and make us to eager to tap our cards and get down that bus. Com'on lo, cuz precisely HE FORGETS to enable the exit! Only remembers how to drive fast! KAOZ! Still dare to gimme the look. *SLAP HIS FACE...*

Hmm... anyway, still cannot image the stupid cabbie driver Zhen met the other day. With one sentence, he can FREAK every passengers out. "ni yao bu yao lai wo de jia?" (Wanna come to my house?) Ah Zhen ah.. you always let pple have 1st impression that you're harmless, which is so untrue! (WAHAHAHA)

So xiao xin xiao xin... gals, never allow the cheeky taxi uncles to sexual harass you verbally hor! How irritating & disgusting even if he doesn't have the intention/motive. ~_~ Chat, chat lo... dun need to be cheeky...

.: Jippy is OK! :.

Okie okie, Jippy hao liao. Mom brought him to see the nearest vet at Serangoon North.

Heard from mom that Jippy turned very unfriendly while at the pets' clinic. He wanna bite almost everyone who went near him, esp the vet. Kena COLLARED! (haha* Evil laughterSsS) I wonder how it would look with a collar. WaHAHAHA! =X

You know hor... in those dogs' movie whenever a dog is kena collared, they will tio condemn or kena smirked at. *kekeke*

But now that he's happy and active, I'm really glad. (clapssss + cheersSs) First time so worried about this healthy doggie. *sweat* Anyway, now Jippy is longing to get out of the kitchen and regain his "freedom" around the house. But he can't come out yet, we're afraid of his SAI will mess the whole place up. ~_~

.: SUPER DL!!! :.

Arghz... called back home just now. Mom's still sleeping & sounded extremely blur. *TMD* Now I finally understand how my dad feels when I go home so EARLY and sleep till so late. It seems like you're looking at a slacking asshole; you're working & AWAKE yet she's sleepy & HALF-awake. Wonder where she went last night. KaoZzzz... is she getting from bad to worse? Ever since wx has his holidays, she's behaving quite fang si liao. Cuz everyday can be Friday. (Her Fridays are always her outing day...) ~_~ *SWEAT*

So why am I so pissed?!?!?! I'm freaking pissed cuz I can't bring Jippy to the vet. He lao sai for one day liao!!! aRGHZzZzZ!!! Called my mom ytd cuz I wanted her to confirm with me that she'll be bringing Jippy to the vet. KNS, I dunno what time she came back lo.. !_!

So I called back just now to rush mom to bring it to the vet!!! PLS PLS WAKE UP! Can't she sense a bit of urgency?! Must wait till my Jippy faint liao then she'll move & go "ai yo ai yo?!" ?!?!?!?!?!

(Deep breathing...) okie... Mom just called me. Alright alright, I'll take back my words. She's moving now. She's finally preparing herself to bring Jippy to the nearest vet. *sweat*

My baby boy dunno why suddenly become so weak. I wonder if it's becuz I brought him to grooming on Sunday & that the place's dirty?!?! (damnit... I really dunno what's wrong...) I really dunno what he ate that made him like this... My poor Jippy.. *sobzzzZ* *Dear ti gong, pls bo pi Jippy jian jian kang kang, k?*

WAH KAO.... anybody watched the 9pm channel 8 show, YOU FU?!?!?!?!

Wah liew.. mediacorp got one more plastic... Who??? Nor... ANN KOK lo...

!_! Obvious it's a nose job. Tio shocked sia... !_!

So long never see her on tv, the moment you see her, nose become so sharp. ~_~ sian qu sian qu... people plasic surgery become very pretty, but why she... ... ... ... ~_~ Waste money... =X

.: I Love Birkenstock :.

So I've jia-ru the Birkenstock-lovers family. Soon I'll be owning and wearing a Birkenstock too! *kekeke* Got to know this lobang from Shi Shi. Purchase online at a cheaper price. SHIOKED!!! Almost $20 cheaper. But needa include TAX. I wonder how much will it be then.. ~_~ Actually I went to the retail store @ Wheel Lock to try the shoes. (what a jian way to try and not buy...) So Belle was with me. Told her to give me advice. She "fail" the design and said that it doesn't suit my feet. ~_~ *SsoobzzZ* It's really comfortable and I feel that I wanna buy leh... (Already made decision by 80% liao) So a big fang bu kai. We went out of the shop, went to the toilet, and reenter the store again. This time I tried on both feet. A white color design. & YEAH~ Belle passed me liao. The white is much suitable. & Yup yupZ, I'm gonna buy it!!! Shall do the transfer soon. Shit man, I'm so damaged.. (sobZzz)

Anywayz, let ya all see what design I'm taking...

It's one of the new collections for 2005. The store I went in no longer carry this stock liao. (Heng ah...) Anyway, the cherries are in fashion now, but but.. fashion will die off de. ANYWAYZ, who cares right?! Nice can liao.. and it's branded... WOHOHOHO!!! I LOVE BIRKENSTOCK!!!

Btw, wearing such shoes will give a very lok kok (very casual) look, which I like. So I'll look damn slack in such shoes? (wahahha) I am mad liao lar. Okie, daddy's coming to fetch, gtg byebyeee!!!!

Can't believe my next entry will have to drop in on Monday. (and ended on 14thJun, Tuesday) ~_~

.: SATURDAY :. Supper at MOS BURGER, Bugis

So after the "yi lian chuan" shopping at Bugis Street, we decided to head to MOS for supper, with only Evelyn & I eating and Orange, drinking. CONCLUSION: LOUSY DINING EXPERIENCE @ MOS

Sigh.. what a disappointment to eat late at fast food outlets, esp when MOS is one of the better choices. I think only Macdonald's dun disappoint me for offpeak late evenings.. Okie, so the whole thing starts with me ordering that new ZHAI-CAI "burger". It arrived a lil late after Evelyn's. So when that auntie gave the basket of "burger" to me. I really tio shocked. I tot the auntie made a mistake.

I asked her "auntie, what is this?"

The auntie gave me a li-suo-dang-ran "Orh, your veggie burger lo.." (In Chinese)

"Huh, how come it's like this?"

"Orh, it's like that de. There's no bun, only CAI!!!"

TMD!!! So this's the CAI BURGER I AM GETTING... ~_~ *HEADACHE* It's really 4 pieces of big lettuces sandwiching my fish fillet + cheese + tar tar. TMD!!! & it's $3.05!!! Com'on lo... I can do a better sandwich at home with $3.05!!! *FREAKSsSsS*

I'm really hungry. I'm totally shocked. The Auntie still said to me "a bit expensive hor?" It just totally freakED me out! I can't eat lo. Thou I know it's late & I'm not supposed to intake carb & this is one good burger to have at night. BUT.. BUT.. BUT... hungry u know!!! ~_~ & it's all becuz initially I didn't know it's just lettuces with the patty inside. *KNS* I just cannot image my fingers lying on that wet wet lettuce.. Dunno how to say, but the feeling is so KANG-JU (resistance)...

So I got back to the counter, hoping to exchange for the BUN BURGER with topping up of $$$ not a problem on my mind. I just wanna fill my stomach with a PROPER burger. The auntie didn't want to or I should say cannot do so wasn't helpful. & that stupid guy who served me initially also refused to help. Cuz I strongly believe what I asked for can be done. They just keep telling me if it's not their fault, they cannot change. Then all the Contract Law started to flash into my mind. The thing on misintepretation & etc. I can sense I got nothing wrong leh!!! ~_~ Okay okay.. NVM, so I just refused to leave the counter.

"May I know where's your manager?"

"Oh, the manager's not around. He/She has left..."

TMD.. what kinda manager is this. So early pao lu liao.. KNS!

Then suddenly, this "Angel" came to save me. Nah not really Angel. Another gal from the kitchen. I told her my situation & SHE IS WILLING TO HELP! She exchanged the "BURGER" for me. No topping up of $ is required. *YEAH!!!* I really appreciated her for help. REALLY!

So I had my meal... the burger's nice & hot! ^_^ yummy..

Can take pics liao... ^_^

Ge wei guan zhong, pls take note of that pearl necklace Orange lent to me. I think one day I will kena influenced again - accessories craze...

I mean thou it's just some edible food, I am just very fussy about everything. Come to think about it. The TEA SUCKS! IT'S TASTELESS! WORST THAN the lipton at the pantry. Lucky I had milk tea, the milk covered the tastelessNESS. Orange and evelyn's one are tasteless. Arh anyway, I just dislike the attitude of that stupid guy who served me in the first place. Cuz the misintepretation comes from there... & that sickening poster! ~_~ TMD (ARGHZzZz... suan le! it's over...)

So this ZHAI-CAI BURGER is condemned by me liao. *TOTALLY DISAPPOINTED...*

To all the rest, dun eat this hor.. too ex liao..

And that's Evelyn...

Heading back home... (Smile too can lan liao.. tio clash...)

Orange said that she loved this pic the most taken using my phone. But it's so freaking blur (so my hand tired liao. Or am I old liao?) that it only appeared this good with smaller resolution... ~_~

.: SATURDAY :. Outing with Chris & Friend

So the saturday shopping trip in a group was altered the moment I woke up at 11am in the morning. I dropped wendy a sms. She's accidentally locked in ak's house. *kekeke* She must be feeling $&%)&)$@# cuz she was supposed to do her hair in the morning at Bugis & I'm supposed to meet her after that. So acitivites changed I gave twin a call. I cancelled the meeting with her. Belle went hair-coloring with Shi Shi. Shi told me the effect is good. *MAN* I'm anxious to see her hair! SHI MMS LEH!!! I wonder how belle belle looks like now...

Yeah.. so the day's activity became an outing with Chris and friend, Evelyn~! So we met up at Marina Square. I was late, again! Had half-lunch half-dinner at Long John. I tried it's Fish Sandwich Wrap. *FAIL...* Too fattening. It's fried fish cum lotsa mayo... *SIAN it's super sinful & I strongly discourage the rest to eat* So Fernie finally watched a movie!!! *ClapSsss*

It's (DANNY THE DOG) UNLEASHED.

So that's the first movie which Jet Li put in so much emotions together with his usual Kungfu actions. As seen from the movie title, yup DANNY is JET LI and JET LI is... a dog??? Nah.. he's not a dog but somehow he's brainwashed and trained to behave like a dog. He dun have much lines (dialogue) but I truely believe his eyes can talk thou he's not handsome =X

So it's something like... This Asian American is being adopted by his sha-mu-chuo-ren (the person who killed his mom when he was very young). He's adopted (in a way) by that evil guy is becuz of his powerful fighting skill. So he trained DANNY to become a weapon to kill. He will bring DANNY to various potentially rich stores like antique shops, jewellery stores, and threaten the boss to give them money. In another words, it's robbery lar. If they dun give them the money, DAN will be unleashed and he'll KILL!

Dan has a dog collar around his neck. It's also something he feared.. He stayed in a underground cage of his "owner". He reads kid's ABC book & owns a teddy bear. It seems like he dun bath. He looks distinctively dirty/blackie being the killing slave (dog) of his owner. It's really very poor thing. Image, a human behaving like a child, like a dog, knowing very very little things about the world. He dun even know what's love. He finds killing/fighting is normal. He kills to fill the owner's pocket with money. Everytime when DAN's unleashed by the owner, the owner will just tell him "KILL THEM!" & he'll do it. ~_~ very sad...

So the warming emotions came in the moment he met a blind piano-tuner called SAM in an antique store. SAM is stared by MORGAN FREEMAN! I really admire his acting. He's really good! then blah blah blah blah the story went on.. & one day DAN was shot by a gun, he left his owner and went to find SAM. SAM saved him. Gave him food, accomodation, knowledge and skills about life and living, a toy piano (given by Victoria, SAM's daughter), taught him cooking, etc etc. Victoria "unleashed" him. She took away all his "old" things ( last one was that stupid dog collar) and encouraged him to start every anew. So, DAN finally has a home and a family. He's being loved and accepted by this new family. He's very happy. At the same time, he's also curious about his forgotten past.

& another day down the street, DAN met of his owner's men. He's threatened to go back to the owner. In order to protect SAM's family, he went back. & blah blah blah blah blah... So piece by piece he regained his past memories and soon he realised that evil guy is a sucker. & blah blah blah blah blah... DAN's mom is a very good pianist, that's why he loves music, esp the piano... But one thing I still dunno why is the evil man wanna kill DAN's mama. (Issit becuz he cannot shang her successfully?)

Okie.. so the end of the story??? I dun wanna say liao, you all go find a way to watch or you can ask me personally. =X tired... I elaborated for too long liao.. ~_~

>>> BACK TO SHOPPING <<<

So after the movie, we carried on our shopping. I bought a tube top from PURPUR @ Marina Square. A sweet formal knitted top from, SENSE citylink, but require ordering cuz there's no more new stock. & belle's helping me to collect the top from Causeway Point. Thanks, twin! *kekeke* So we head to Bugis Street as Chris still haven't kai-chang for her shopping.

Told Chris to take this pic with these MONKIES we saw at City Link. Aren't they cute?!?!?! They're SO CUTE RIGHT?!?!?!? Kinda like it... But we never see what they have at that small exhibit.

She's so into accessories today. She kept looking at accessories. And she really bought a few... 2 pieces I think. As for me, I bought another top at Bugis Street. It's a black top. But the zhong-dian is... it's with sequins!!! Damnit, I'm so into sequins stuff man. & I believe all of know that sequin stuff are very expensive!!! & it really sian me off to see those pricing. So this sequin top is truely a much cheaper alternative for me. $25. The person claimed that it's from Hong Kong and she carries the more unique stuff along the whole street. & yup I believe her. Cuz her stuff is really different. But frankly speaking, tops of such pricing can be quite bad. The sewing hor.. is such a disappointment. Lotsa loose treads. and I've practically removed a row of badly sewed tread from the v-neck area. *TMD* But what can I say. It's really cheap liao. There's no more similar ones along that street liao. TMD why it's only when I leave HK then I found out I like sequins stuff? ~_~

I wanna get more sequins stuff!!! But they're so ex.. WHY WHY WHY?! DOISHITE?!?!?!?! *mad...*

Sorry ah I am damn tired liao. It's taking me some time.. I shall continue later when I wake up. ~_~

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.: FRIDAY :. Avnet Bowling Event @ Orchid Country Club

Oooo... So jie invited my to join her at the bowling event of the company. It's cool! It's my first time attending such co-organized activity. Find it pretty happening (in a way). Lotsa people. I believe the employees flooded half of the lanes of OCC bowling alleys.

So I joined the FANTASTIC FOUR, jie's team to the game. Gotta know 3 more new people from the co. I was there to be their cheerleader. *kekeke*

So the total score for the first game is 400, with the digit-4 coincidently matching the team name Fantastic 4. Let me introduce... Jasmine, Brian (Brain), Wendy, Wee Tay (our driver cum the team's top scorer).

So.. there're a total of 3 games. Jasmine's hand became painful after the 2nd game. I discretly took over for the 3rd game! Thanks, Jas for the opportunity to let me have some fun too! She lent me her shoes. My 1st shot shocked all of us, even myself. I SPARE! Followed by ZERO... a STRIKE... then ZERO... & some cockster knocking down of few pins... Damn jia lat... And I scored a total of 48 for the game. WAHAHHAA* Lowest among the team and I pulled down the team's points. However, they're just having fun & none blamed me. It's fun thou. I found out something about my pattern. It's only when I strike at the right timing, I'm able to keep the ball right. Okie, I have a new interests now... It's bowling. Maybe ask GPC if they're interested or not. We can organize a bowling outing??? *kekeke*

So that's Jasmine... She's 1.74m in height. Tall right?

Gals from the team, never take any with the guys.

Memories taken down... ^_^ *cheers*
Btw, did you notice something different? Jie's taller now.. *kekeke* artificial cum temporary nia =P =P

I'm glad that jie asked me to go for the event. Somehow I got to know more people fromt he company (thou they dunno me). Oh man.. I wish I can work for Avnet. I mean thou it's not easy working. U get the real stress unlike being a temp & blah blah. After I've gotten all 3 rejection letters from uni, I know I am really truely finding a job liao. I shall reapply next year! * ti gong bo pi fern fern got a perm job @ avnet ba.. Pls? *

Oh... the company's having some bowling competition later. Jie's joining as a player. Hee* They're somehow looking for free slots to slot me in as replacement. Hmmm... Weird hor? Every fun I also wanan chap in abit. *kekeke* Single ma... extremely free. Plus, I have no date today. So even if I can't play, I dun mind going there to be as a cheer-leader? *kekeke* (Are you thumb?) Shui bian lar... It's also been a long time I've not stepped into OCC.

I used to step into OCC when I was in my primary school. Mom used to spend quite a lot letting the director cut hair. (I think she's the director lar cuz the salon got her name) But after awhile the lady, if I'm not wrong her name is Patsy, became very selective liao. She only cuts tai-tai's hair I think. But mom occassionally will go back to the beautician beside the salon. Her name is Flora. I can still remember this Auntie Flora used to rub in a lot of moisturiser onto my elbows and keens encouraging me to take care of my skin, which I dun in the past. I used to hate the feeling of greasiness and oiliness and all those weird weird frangance on me. She will tell me a lot of things which pple are so conscious of. What skin dry lar... Must take care lar. Must scrub lar.. Must use this use that lar... etc etc...

So many many years later, I think last year, this Auntie Flora met me again. She delivered some facial products for my mom. Of cuz I get to impress her with my "nu da 18 bian". *haha* Dun think she will ask me to moisturise my elbows and keens liao lar hor? But mom very bad leh. Ask her bring me to Flora for facial, she bu shi de to splurge on my skin. She'll give excuses like, ur skin so young. You dun need facial. Wait after facial u kena pimples that kinda thing. ~_~ But I also dun wanna spend extra money on such thingy thou I know it would be good for gals who do makeup often.

U SEE U SEE! MONEY = PRETTY

So ytd I borrowed dad's car again. Brought Wendy to Compass point to get a farewell gift for a colleague. My skin itched like crazy ytd. I think I brought back the bateria from work. I'm occasionally being "pooked" while sitting here. Are there such things as dust-mites? or those kan bu dao de ka-ka?? *YEE... shivers* Anyway, I went to pepper plus to try on some clothes. Now I know pepper plus doesn't suit me. The cuttings are for slim or thin or small-sized dudes but me. I just can't seem to splurge on cheaper items. *TMD* Too fat, too unproportionate liao... SIAN QU... Tall enough but no figure *sobs* Now I know why plastic surgery is so popular around the globe. Cuz of the existance of unsatisfied gals like me? Or existance of superficial minds? Or we just want that kinda confidence booster on physics wise?

Watever... I still remember that height-extension surgery on the news the other day. This is the only one that's retained on my mind for these few days. I've describe it to almost everybody around me liao. *kekeke* (How irritating) Cuz the process is torturing man. (See liao also can feel the torturing.) Sorry I just wanan scare all of you! Here're some pics I found. This is what I see on news lo!!! But only that is it not as bloody. I really pei fu these people for their courage. Cuz the whole healing process takes 6months or more. Plus the pain.. That stupid steel... *YEEE!!!* & I just found out this person was wheel-chair bound for 6 months. He took a year to recover.

Mr Kelvin Ng said that quoting or taking others' stuff must quote. So I quote hor. If not tio sue how? *SCARED of LAWSUITS* (Sidetrack yi xia. lawsuits are for rich people.. kekeke*)

Okay.. SOURCE: WABC-TV NEW YORK. "Adding Height With Leg-Breaking Surgery Gains Popularity" by Bill. Retrieved on 10 Jun 2005. < http://abclocal.go.com/wabc/news/wabc_030304_limbs.html > Pictures are resized purposely to reduce the horrifying impact. *kekeke*

ENJOY!!!

So the process is, the doctor will STRETCH your legs by BREAKING your bones!!! (I sound so evil)

You'll be with these steel-supports during ur healing process. (Remember hor! 0.5 - 1 year!)

So this is one guy who claimed he "just want to be a little taller..." (I admire the courage!) Such "limb extension has been there for half a century!"

Anyway, I remember Jolin Tsai ever mentioned on a show that she'll not be afraid to go for any other types of surgery, except this.

So feedback anyone? Did I horrify you? You dare to do such a surgery???

Hmmm.. at home cannot access boxup liao. Seemed like there's a sudden increase of online surfing restrictions... hor? Hmmm... so many of my friends are so into online shopping. Everywhere I go, there're always a few so into online spree. Sounds pretty interesting but damage also huge.

Wanna go for those mid-night shopping organized by GSS this coming SAT @ Suntec & City Link. Orange is interested... not sure with the rest. Belle cannot confirm too.

So tonight gonna head to Elena grandma's wake again, bringing along Samantha. Ytd dua elena, nv drop her a call or something. Cuz I was so dead at home after the dinner and fell deep asleep!

So my sony ericsson baby is fixed! *hehe* Did a lot of deletion of old pics with that guy... delete all those smses.. delete delete delete! Inserted in new pics from the Nokia 6020. I'm so happy I can store more HP photos into my oldie K500! ^_^ *Cheers!*

Yeah, tml is friday! Can wear casual liao.. tmd.. i wanna watch movie leh.. super long nv watch movie liao. Even the popular orlando bloom's one I've also haven't watch.. ~_~

Let's leave some happy memories here..

I had a great evening with Clarine ytd. Went to her house to have a sumptuous dinner prepared by her mom! It's very nice! We had tomato sausages... eggs... curry!!! The curry is so yummy! & pork & corn carrot soup... Hmm... unforgettable! =P Cuz mom told me she's not cooking, so I dated clarine to Serangoon North to fix my poor sony ericsson baby & shun bian have dinner together!

It's so sweet of her to invite me over to her house for dinner. Cuz it's like we've not met for some time, then the moment I met her, she invited me over. Her mom has been very sweet too. Haha* She served me lotsa food! Cuz I'm really very very paiseh! After we've finished drinking the soup, auntie gave us 2 big bowls of vanilla ice cream topped with sliced bananas and... erm... and... is that apple/pear? okay, apple cubes! *Really tio BOMB* We're so full.. so Clare told me "Now you know why I grow fat, right?" *kekeke*

So Clarine showed me photos of her birthday celebrated with her friends from poly. They're so sweet!!! They organized a BBQ for her!! I think it's the whole class involved. I love those pics they took with those light-sticks. AWESOME! (tThou the pics appear super blur with flashes) They made wordings out of the skinny bangle light-sticks. It wrote "CLARINE" with a smiley face. The friend bargained with the light-stick uncle to get dozens of light-sticks for clare. The celebration looks like some kinda 21st birthday. Actually I owe Clare her 20th present. I remember, ok.. I'll date her out one day and treat her dinner! *kekeke*

So Clare kept a rooster at home & a cock (stupid) one too. *kekeke* That's what she told me. & her house's luohans are 98% replaced by goldfishes... Then I never get to see her meow meow.

But I haven't got back my phone cuz the guy gotten the wrong LCD from the supplier. No lar it's the stupid supplier gave a k700 LCD to him, so he can't replaced my phone. But mom called just now. She said she's collected my phone! YEAH* Sony baby, I'll get ya soon! I'll miss this nokia 6020. I think I like white-colored phones... they look totally good with females... *hehehe*

haiz.. Chris ah Chris.. (referring to Orange) I think you are right... some things can just change overnight. The thing I fear most finally arrived again... my freaking thinking and freaking decision-making style messed up a small part of my life again. Haiz.. I'm sorry, friend.. I really didn't know things will turn out this way... I can't even explain for myself... I dun wish to blame myself but I can't help it... People will always say "what is done cannot be undone..." What if there's something call "UNDO" in life??? Maybe not undo many steps, or perhaps just 1 step?

Sometimes you'll just think...

"what if initally I didnt..."

"ru guo..."

"zhao zhi dao..."

At times, you can get frustrated and say... "TMD... might as well..."

~HAIZzzZZz!!!!~

I dun wish to get back that feeling again... I'm being tested... again... damnit... totally damnit!

I hope once again lao tian will cast "yu-guo-tian-qing" spell on everything... & everything will be fine again...

~HAIZZzZzZZ!!!!!~

slacker fernie.. I'm so slack again..

I'm going to fix my phone later. Meeting clare! *hehe* long time never meet her le, miss her!!! I dun think I will have the chance to exercise today... A bit no mood.. I think almost everytime I feel no mood to move, but I'll force myself to move. So will I jog today? Hmm... still dunno..

I was telling belle about me getting more hiao. HaiZzZz... But wanna hiao 100% also cannot... 70% also cannot.. cuz not enough $$ to let me hiao dao gou... *kekeke*

I think all gals are hiao lar, its just that how hiao they wanna be.. Back to our logic

>>> Got Money = Pretty <<<

When u got the money, you can buy all the pretty things! But another logic from shi

>>>Money can buy you fashion/style, BUT not taste... <<<

So again... dun spend money unwisely. I feel like getting more clothes but I know I cannot chong dong.. It's only beginning of the month and my expenses are crazy!!! ~_~

How I wish MNG got sale, then I die die also will buy my fav. top! *kekeke*

TMD... I wonder why some people have to talk so loud in the office?

You know what? There's this one person in the whole company who talks very loud! But I dunno his name. Majiam the whole place is his house. TMD & he always walks around talking very loud!!! It's like when he talks at the other unit, probably the next next next unit can hear him. & he walked loud too! ~_~ U know why I'm so pissed off? Cuz for a first time, voice like this actually SHOCKED me.

He walked pass my unit just now. He was on the phone. Cuz I told myself not to let boss see me on websites again (suay everytime he comes to find me, I'm on other websites...) Though he never say anything, it's still best to be a guai guai temp office gal. Oh ya.. so the moment he talked behind me, I tio shock. ~_~ So stupid right?! He's not even talking to me I will get shock?!?!?! ARGHZzZz!!! XIA SI REN LE!!! I can feel my heart pounding... Okay lar, maybe I am doing kui xin shi (as in on other websites)... so I'm so afraid just now.. ~_~

Eh.. I supposed to finish this entry in office, but was too busy to finish this. So I complete this whole thing at home lar...

(monday morning...) I should say today is a good monday start... why?

• Good hair day.. very good hair day... *kekeke* totally satisfied...
• late by5 mins, lateness is reduced... *hee*
• made breakfast for belle & myself =P
• & I'm awake! meaning I had sufficient rest over the weekend... ^_^
• I leave out mascara for my eyes... so my eyes won't be so irritated by all the eye makeup i've done... (^^,) my eyes are sensitive to mascara actually... sad...

But I miss shi shi @ work... The cute gal always passes by my desk every morning & we'll head to the pantry together most of the time if I'm free. *hee* Then we'll always talk talk or gossip around. *kekeke* & we'll always email in office and she'll always tell us she loves Abercombie...

I forgot to revise my resume... I think no uni wants me.. So meaning... I would have to work. But dad is more desperate than I am to get that piece of paper. *Sigh* I also wanna get into uni... but too bad my results is not fantastic. *sigh* (just received the rejection letter from NTU... *sigh*)

I still not sure the Red Bull project.. like as in.. the idea for the presentation style.. *sigh* (zhen, dun kill me first, must let my old brain think first...)

& I haven't watch Madagasca.. ~_~ But ytd receive a msg from old TEP pal said that we'll have a gathering this thursday to watch madagasca. *woo hoo* Can meet up with old friends liao...

So my last Friday ka-ki is Miss Huizhen~ I met her while having my haircut @ Chapter-2. I manage to find my way to Chap2 within the renovating Marina Square... I'm having oily scalp problem. Ric said that it might be due to diet, sleep, or the type of shampoo I use. I believe it's sleep. I'm so lack of rest last week. Somehow I think it's also the diet.. Chilli and fried food??? hmmm... see lar, I can feel my fringe area is slightly oily now! *argh* TMD* But good hair day! *kekeke* Hmm.. So I am right letting him cut hair got couple of advantages. 1st, I get my hair being cut the way I'll be satisfied. 2nd, you yan-fu *wahahaha* cuz he's the more handsome stylist inside the salon =X 3rd, haircut is never slient. Sometimes I went else where to cut hair, the stylist hardly talks & I'll be super bored ~_~ 4th, he never forces me to buy his products, only promotes.. (hoping that I confirm will buy from him, which I didn't *haha*) 5th, we CONned Zhen together!!! *evil laughter* cuz Zhen arrived early & my hair's not cut yet.

So zhen and I went to Esplanade to waste time. Here are some cute pics we took while heading to the MRT station to "rush" home.

~ Fern Fern & Zhen Zhen ~

Zhen and her fav. PlayBoy labbit logo.

Actually does anyone know I actually have a thing for PACMAN??? *kekeke*

Hong Huizhen in Lane 2!!! Confirm come in 1st!!! Wanna bet?

DANGER! KEEP OUT!

She has big ears too??? Extra hands??? *YAO GUAI?!?!?!*

something like those Friends Forever thingy... *kekeke*

^_^ ~TA DA~ memories kept! ^_^

So boss's not around again... The laptop is not there. I supposed they're having meeting? Shit.. does that mean I'm taskless again?!?! ***OH NO*** Okay lar, at least I can dun disappoint Chris & the rest by adding some junk entries here?

Hee.. so.. I had a cheap lunch just now. Jie and me went to amk hawker. With $2.50 we filled our stomachs! CHEAP! SO CHEAP! CHEAPER than canteen!!! But plus transport its about the same as canteen. But we get to eat different food & we get to walk about under the sun & I bought rechargeable batt.. haha* for the MP3 player lo. Lucky its AAA batt. So much cheaper than AA which costs about $20. Thsi one is $9.50. Haiz.. waste money again. Wendy told me.. 1st month hard to save. I think it's true leh... VERY VERY hard... ~_~ *sobs*

Haha* So Scott asked me about my appointment for ytd in the morning... I told him.. "like this" pointing to my mouth as the outcome. He saw it and smiled (with his signature smile)... made no comments but a "oh.. ya.." and blah blah.. I dun really know what he meant. Perhaps happy for me too? *kekeke*

I did a bo-liao thing last night. I sent my "kai-zhang photo" to lotsa friends online! Kekeke* Some noticed it straight away, some tot I sot-sot send them photo for what. But I'm just happy lar. & exciting.. But the shuo-gong is quite bad this time round, cuz Dr Quek did 3 teeth at one go. There this particular teeth with a pointy edge. but lucky it's on the inside. I wanna take more photos!!! with friends~!!!! *yeah!!!*

come come.. take pic with me!!!

Fernie sings... "you know I can't smile without you..." *Lalalala* I'm so happy!!! I went to the dentist yesterday again.. My teeth is no longer black le! I look better in pics liao! So happy! Hey I'm being complained for not updating this bloggie often. Okay, I'll try my best to blog more often!!!

So I took a half day off ytd & went to OG Chinatown for a walk b4 going to NDC. I bought a triump bra!!! *keke* it's very comfortable + it has push-up!!! Eh, dun say I hiao wanna PUSH hor.. it's I really bo bian have to PUSH! cuz only those with paddings suit small boobs like mine. *wahahaha* So after that I head towards NDC. I met elena's shi-fu half way! Cool. He brought his grand-daughter, Natalie out for a walk too. She so cute! So active. & the moment she saw me, she gave me the good-bye kiss action. So sweet!!! She gave me another b4 I left too.

Okay.. so the dental treatment lasted for 1 hour++ 3.50 - 5.10pm. My four front teeth is now white... yellow? aiya teeth color lar. But not towards pure white. Belle said its quite even, so I'm glad. I left two more. & I'm wondering if the doc will encourage me to undergo crown. Super jia lat... it seems like I dun ned crowns??? ~_~ Bu zhi dao... Nvm shall talk to Dr Quek again.

After that, head towards Orchard to meet ah Chris. Went MNG b4 she came. Shit man, I tried on a few pieces and I like them all! Damnit man no sale & though I know MNG nice stuff sold out real fast, I just dun have the courage to buy... I'll spend like $100++ for those piece I like. Shit man! It's a night mare that you can't shop. Maybe I'll use the bazaar earnings for MNG items ba. *kekeke* So Chris is the first to see my teeth! But no reaction lar. She's very calm. *kekeke* Unlike wendy, she took some time to realise the difference. So Chris bought a mont blanc chain for her bf. Man.. how I wish I own a mont blanc pen. The pens look good... Saw some pretty watches, much cheaper ones.. $1000+ and its good enough. Maybe if I'm rich next time I will buy one? ~_~ *dreeaaammm oonnn???*

So we had dinner at cartel with aaron gege joining us. I tempted Chris to eat the grilled chicken with texas sauce with me. But we found out that sauce actually made us very thristy after that. MSG ba... Never get to see aaron gege perform magic leh. WENDY! psycho him to perform next time okie?!?!?!

I wanna shop!!!!! ^_^

*smile....*

*SMILE HARD*

Hello my dear bloggie and readers, I am back!!! It's been like.. a week I've not written anything. So here's an update!

SAT... So Fernie has gotten her 1st pay from the co. I'm so happy! So the first I did is withdrew $50 and went to K with jx.. again!!! I gave him a treat lar... cuz he somehow requested & think about it, I really should "li shang wang lai" Cuz he treated me couple of times liao. I get to see his new watch (no more rolex) from Franck Muller!!! It's very nice, he finally gotten a praise for good taste. whahaha*

So the following part of the day, I met up with Zhen and Belle. Supposedly we wanna go for the shoe sale in 1 of the convention rooms in Suntec, but due to all our delays contributed by the late previous night, we head there at ard 4 or 5pm+ It left all the er xin shoes and we went to another convention room - Branded apparel sale. So we bought ABERCOMBIE!!! *kekeke* My first ABER item is a white jacket (same as zhen's) costing $30. Cheap ya? *kekeke* I was so into the shopping that day & I think that sorta gave zhen much headache - she's very worried of our project, yet I'm still encouraging her to shop & I behaving till so relaxed. *whahaHa*

Following that, I bought myself a pair of white heels, which belle claimed that it can hide my flaws at the toes!!! (But come to think about it, it can't hide my flaw of big feet leh! wahaha) It's the next most ex "jalan" shoes I've bought after so many years. It costs $62.90 after 10% discount!!! I bought it cuz I felt instantly comfortable wearing it! But due to its "in-seasonality" It hurt my toes and I got blisters. But truely, it's a very nice pair of heels! I never regret buying it cuz it's so hard for me to fall for shoes, esp comfortable shoes with good soles!!! All my shoes dun last with me for long, I hope this does... Next to MNG. Zhen showed belle the mini skirt she fancies. I kinda like it too. We all tried the miniS and I'm totally in love with it! So did belle. We had all the last pieces with us. Zhen & I have the same size, but I bought the skirt! haha* (paiseh ah zhen, I know you like it... but.. TOO BAD =P) & we gave belle a surprise and discretly made payment for her pair. I manage to ask her to help me carry my bags. Once she held on to the bag containing her skirt, I told her "na le jiu bu yao huan gei wo le..." then I brisk off... She was quite puzzled initially but that face turned into a (I call that a..) "gan-dong smiley face". *yeah* We managed to make her happy using a belated present. Actually it's really so paiseh to give her a belated gift, but as long as she likes it, wo men mai de gan xin! *kekeke*

But my journey back home sucks. I added my burden by buying back home some cakes from breadtalk for moi family. Damnit. I had the hardest time travelling back home!!!!! HELP! I stood at the exit area, cuz that's the best place to stand and I can put my things by the side. But that bloody timing has alot of passengers! SUCKS* 2 stupid males came quite close to me (not together, it's total count or the trip), I felt utterly disgusted and made BIG & OBVIOUS reactions turning my body sideways or bringing my bag up to my chest creating a "wall" in between. I dunno how to say, but it's definitely disgusting!!! Thou all these dudes appear they dun wanna zhan my pian yi BUT! I'll NEVER GIVE CHANCE TO LET ANYONE BRUSH MY boobs... thou they're not huge! AHAHAHA* But if its you, you'll also ER DAO LOH!!!! ARGH* *ROARS* (sound like elroy hor, zhen? the "roar" seems useful here) I can say I'm v. dul*n for the whole trip.... !!!!!#&)&%)!!!@$)!@!!!^%$~!!!!!

SUNDAY - MONDAY... So this is the whole day where I can guai guai stay at home and do project with Zhen over at her home doing that RED BULL project. We're *sighing* most of the time for that day. But the feeling was great when we finished the report on the following day 5am+ & best of all, both of us needa work early in the morning. I feel great cuz I never let zhen down. I tot I will tell zhen "I go sleep le, you jia you ba.." But who knows I'm able to fight with her in the night!!! Eat panadol, eat in front of comp, late dinners, headache together, dul*n together.. wahahaha* But we're both in our own home. Erm... This is what I call... sisterhood??? *kekeke* But whatever it is... now it's my turn liao.. the presentation part. Darn.. I still dunno how I want the presentation to look like. Nvm, this sat head down to CIM liao then say.. ~_~ & that stupid gay.. that sucker, very unhelpful.. wonder if he's trying to act guai-lan or what.. okay lar, he got exams, suan le! I just wanna scold him!

MONDAY... Zombie @ work.. But I managed to make myself look pretty that day. I tied my hair... I put on makeup cuz I woke pretty early and I have the time to makeup.. *kekeke* BUT I KEPT DOZING OFF AT WORK! damn.. I felt so cold... cold until majiam I'm at bei-ji! My body has become weaker even sinc e I "suffer" through the late night. Now I really notice the differences. I'm not suitable for late nights. I really can feel the "xu" in my body. Drank all the hot water also no use to keep myself warm. Somehow you know your body is in unhealthy condition. *at risk falling ill anytime if not taken care of* When I got home.. bathed... dinner.. I slept at 8+ woke up the next day 7am. But I know its never enough...

TUESDAY... Very jing shen during work.. went party world to meet Zhen for KTV after work. Got home 10+ Followed by supper with papa and korkor at toa poyoh. They had very nice ban mian. Then TMD I had the lousy bak chor mee!!! I wanted to eat the nice one, but I lazy to walk to the stalls behind. TMD* dou shi korkor de fault! *HMPT* But I still finish it up cuz I'm hungry. Their ban mian tastes so much better lo.. SHIT MAN! My bak chor mee soup is prawn mee soup, CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!!!!?!?!?!?! KNS might as well tell me no more bak chor mee lo.. ~_~ KNS... but anyway, I've finished it up liao lar.. ~_~

TODAY... Looking at the length of the blog entry. YA.. U ARE RIGHT... I GOT NOTHING TO DO NOW!!! I've finished those extra weird weird tasks given by Scott and am free now. But Scott is too busy to give me more stuff. He's been nice. Asked me to look busy. TEMP cannot appear too free.. a bit wei xian! But this morning was crazy... kept dozing off. Wonder why I'm so tired.. oh ya.. it's auntie visit. + I'm super blur today. I woke up late. I took a cab to work. I spend extra buying choco mints and ricola mints when I head to Serangoon central. THEN LASTLY.. I forgot to tap my EZ-link when I got down the bus. TMD*!!!! Today horoscope says things like I will "spend more" BINGO LO! I spent so much today.. I wanna go home liao. I dun think jx is asking me out. hao peng you cancelled today's meeting. I think I need rest. So tml I can concentrate, be alert, and make no mistake at work!!! (sound RED BULL?) wAhahha* Tml half day.. have to head down to NDC again. do fillings. say byebye to blackie front teeth! SAYONARA.. SAYONARA... Then meeting with GPC members!!!

I think I should squeeze some time out to meet some old friends.. like Clarine?? Coleen?? miss them man.. Today Clare sms me. She called me angel! *haha* no lar, it's a SMS those cute n sweet (I believe forwarded SMS) kekeke Wonder when all of us will be free to meet.. hmm.. Then I very long never ring hannie and disturb her. Shall do this tonight!