.: Winter :.

Dear GF Orange, I think I kena the same illness as you. The lack of vitamin Zzzz... TMD* I woke up at 10am on Friday morning after my bro asked me "Don't you need to work? It's 10..."

So I rushed my way out to work bringing a small baggie and "liasing" with Emily to make me seem available at work. HaiZZz It's like a heart attack session cuz my boss has been aiming on my punctuality. No no no.. my lateness! *Sigh* I can't get rid of this habit. I simply love to sleep till I song then I'll be awake. Anyway, I love Fridays. Thou I worked till 9+, I managed to clear quite a lot of new orders. After that went dinner at Cartel (the one at gardens) with Fion and Vivian. They're so cute. Found out we have similarity... we simply enjoy laughing out loud.

KaoZzZ I think I am really experiencing stress from work. YTD went to customer place again. Alex could feel the lethargic me in the car. I think he's really nice lar. He'll start to act crazy and make me laugh. But poor him has fallen sick. *wish him get well & crazy soon*

Sigh... I think I'm such a weak-ling... being bullied by customers. I dun dare to talk back or shoot them. Alex always said that I'm blur or simply he'll blurt the stupid word to me. All thanks to my incapability ba... & perhaps my character. I always dun appear a super outstanding person in front of pple who are friendly towards me. Sometimes I hate myself for being too soft. I think I should do something which requires a soft personality. (I know some of you might ask me to be teacher) But then again I dun have the patience for things like child-care... SEE!?!?! What can I do then? What's my strength? I'm starting to doubt my ability again. Damn... When will I climb???

I wish my things can do until nice nice over time... I dun wanna let pple look me down together with my age. The more I think, the more I feel I should do something else... but I dunno what. I think I should take more incentives first before I ciao.. haha

Getting to enjoy working with my colleagues even thou we're not liasing or in the same team. My lunch ka-kiS are pretty nice and getting fun already. But Mich gonna change desk again. So sad she's gonna be a distance apart liao. Everytime go toilet or fill water, she'll jio me along. So sweet. Some buyers are pretty funny too... but well colleagues are still colleagues... and in an office u can't run away from politics... Haizzzz... I've already seen some and gossiped for some. *haha* Bad right? Anyway, as long as I dun hear gossips on me I'll am stable...

What else... hmm... It's been so so long I've not seen my darling... the last time was last Sat. Okay so it's been a week I've not seen him nor talked much to him. His working hours is really crazy and making him very tired. But lucky I am working and can understand the fact that work tires pple. Can you image if I am still a student? I think I would be so free and start to blame him for not accompanying me. *haha* But then.. if I'm still a student I would be happily enjoying myself with lotsa nightouts too. But I miss him... I wanna see him actually but too tired to travel out of house, I believe he's also like that... furthermore I think he fear that I'll fall asleep when he come over. (Cuz that happened twice!)

Anyway I'm totally excited of later cuz I'm gonna cut my hair real soon together with Zhen. Hope I look good!!~! monday pls come quick~! I desperately need $$$$$$$ I needa change comp... I needa buy X'mas presents!!! I needa buy some clothes...