New Year, New Start

Okay, it's over. I've decided to leave my EX-man. Same usual way that I left; No calls, no SMS. Stay cruel!!!

His apologies came one day late. & there goes my MIA. & yes one idiot is never 100% guilty & has the cheek to accuse me of being ignorant. Guess he was pissed with my MIA. MCP.. MCP... I hate MCPS!!!! *haha* I wanna laugh when I see his sms. I felt mean, I felt the hatred, I feel shuang, & a bit TMD... aiya, mix feelings lar... my heart just aches...

Anyway, I think he tot I'm joking with the breakup. *Sigh* Tons of disappointments. Actually I am ren-ning now. Hoping not to get soft-hearten. I told myself "if you want me back, go ahead and chase me back... If not, never will I go back! NEVER!!!"

I'm gonna slap myself 3 times!

cuz I was blinded by love...

cuz I fell for him...

cuz I hurt myself again (in such a way again)...

Damn it... I'm so useless...