Good Bye Good Luck

Met my Joey jie at the smoking area just now. Had a short talk and I told her about my bf and I are no longer talking now, for 3 consecutive days.

Well actually I've already decided last weekend to settle the relationship with a stop. Looks like it's not successful as we didn't meet up during the weekend & worst... Starting Monday, we've not been talking, be it msn, msg or on phone.

Yeah, friends are right that I should start settling it and should not drag it any longer. & whenever I look at others, I truely find communication is extremely important in a relationship, which mine is really lacking. Talking to him can get really frustrating when he fails to be patient and listen to me. Sometimes I even wonder if my English is really so darn lousy or he's just stupid... ~_~" Anyway, I've come to conclusion that he's already shutting himself off when I'm talking. Always giving me the ai mai ai mai (want and dun want) attitude. Then always feel that I'm like a kid and always say "you think too much" Frustrating isn't it? Even Joey said something like "find someone who can appreaciate you... as in like what you say and what you do..."

Anyway, I'm starting to get very used to living my life with my family and friends and without him. Perhaps my heart for him is dead since then. I can't be bothered anymore. People asked if we quarrelled but I'll always tell them "we have nothing to quarrel liao..." & it's true we have nothing more to quarrel. Well, life goes on, ya?

Anyway every morning my mom will come and fetch me. At work, I have friends around me to make me feel so happy. At home, I can do whatever I want and throw my things around & eat when I want and what I wanna eat. Though my HP has no msges from him, I have Ivy jie msging me with very good tips and advices for the day, as well as msges from other friends. I dun mind taking buses and trains back home now. I sleep early and I dun worry so much already and yes, I stop thinking so much too.

Think I'm happier this way... & yes, I will settle it soon. I will... *haiz...*