eve

Sometimes I really wonder why is he coming back to disturb my life again... My peaceful mind is shaken everytime he comes back... *so confused*

I think almost everytime when he's down, I will be there for him. For the first time I felt the "Thanks" is so sincere, but still I cannot expect much from him cuz it will often turn a disappointment. I got worried for him, but does he knows? Feel like doing more for him, but I dunno the limit and of cuz, I dare not try. Sometimes, I do feel that we're beyond good friends.

This's a on-going on and off thing that I quite sick off. I wanna get rid of it, but I dunno how to. *shake head* I feel that I'm standing here, waiting for him.

Okay lar... I will move on... cuz that's Fernie should be!~