For the first time, I cried out loud... "I hate flying!"

Is it becuz I can't bear to leave my loved ones? Even though it's just for awhile, the few days are just like weeks or years... :(

Is it simply becuz I dislike my colleagues? Even though there are nice ones, I just find it tiring and irritating to see the ugly faces & souls! Being like a fake inside the ugly side of the world :( I feel I'm weaker..

Or is it becuz I am "P-plated"? Eyes are on you all the time, & I do hate it!

Okay, money is good and I do love travelling.

Something to look forward??? QUIT IN July 2008! I shall travel with pleasure! I will do my hair my way, put my fav. makeup, have fanciful/french manicure done, & most importantly... be closer to my dearest & settle down for good!