Friday, March 30, 2007

I'm a Weakling...

When will the sicky feeling ever go away? Monday... I was on my way to recovering from the chicky poxy, but I slow all these down by eating out. *DAMN!*

Supposedly I would only having the fruit salad at cafe cartel. The more I flip that menu, the more food I wanna eat. So looking at the pasta column, I picked the mushroom pasta since I'm on a veggie diet since chicken pox & I think it will be fine... *ShiverS* Now when I think of pasta, I feel like puking! & there goes my healthy stomach... I think it really can endure, it actually digested everything & now it's weak and sensitive... *Sigh* It gives me weird rumbling most of the time, sometimes painful too, when it's filled with food. Like an old machine without much oil left... ~_~

Then it's the stupid black dried spots on the face... *Shake head* I speed up some of their deaths by tampering with them. *kekeke* Some are off now but there're still some irritatingly big ones on the face and neck. *Super sian* When will they ever go away??? But for sure I'm scars at some places.

I'm keen for a face peel in May. Any recommendations anyone??? I'm so sick of this spotty face... *arghZ*

& one last thing... I keep having this headache, on and off for last 2 days. It's like some virus trying to get hold of me again. But today I seem alright. Headache headache, pls go away!!!

Health is really important... Without a healthy body, I can't do things properly. Even going out to eat is so difficult...

  1. I miss donuts...
  2. I miss cakes...
  3. I miss ice cream...
  4. I miss Mac SME...
  5. I miss going out...
  6. I miss dressing up...
  7. I miss the (flying) money...

Good bye chicken pox... cuz I HATE U!

Friday, March 23, 2007

The Lazy Me

I wonder what am I doing these days... ...

Nothing much but stayed at home, watched tonnes of DVDs, cried at the touching scenes, sleep, eat my healthy meals (I turned vegetarian since I know I have chicken pox), watch channel 5 (The Planet's Funniest, The World's Funniest, & the American Funniest Videos), dream, daydream, stare at my F** messy room, play my comp, blog... ~_~"

I'm considered a no income freak when I dun fly. I wonder will this hit me... TMD now I am worried about May. Will it hit me great as I have 4 weeks of leave!?!?! The stupid Planning allocated so many leave in May & dun allow me to swap leave cuz I was late. TMD! I wasn't late lo. $%^$&^(%@#!$@#

Feeling a bit aimless again. OR should I say I feel aimless again. I dunno where to head next year. Should I pick up studies again like what some of friends are doing? I know I wanna quit next year, but where shall I head on??? What am I looking at for my next job? What can I do??? I dun mind if my pay got lowered after quitting, I dun mind any jobs as long as it's not adminstration. Service? I think I like service jobs. The meeting people thing. *Hai* There're soooo many actually. Let me think again or flip the Classified or attend jobfairs next time. I think I'm just a coward to start all over... (Pushing aside again... ~_~)

Today, this stupid saleswoman called me to sell me her VIP CARD to various hotels eateries.

1stly, I dislike the way she sells. Was it her unplesant voice or was it me who hates aggressiveness in sales? Anyway, here are some insights...

Woman: "... blah blah blah blah (sell sell sell)... MISS TOK, this is a very good offer... blah blah blah blah MISS TOK, blah blah blah blah... (bloody hell, can that bitch call Miss Tok in a more pleasant way??? Plus she dun sound sincere calling me MISS TOK... READING OUT LOUD, I KNOW THAT TOO!)

Fern: "...hmm.. well I think it's alright, I dun know about all these & I dun think I'm interested..."

Woman: "HUH? what you mean you dunno? You mean you're just out of school?" (this bitch starting to go a little high pitch thinking I'm a student still. I think she's starting to feel that she's wasting her time. Indeed she is...)

Fern: "... nope... I've never tried all these before. I'm not interested..." (Plus I think it's crap to eat at hotels when I can eat in soooo many other hotels overseas, I think hawker taste better too!) "Or do you have any websites for me to view thru all these?" (I might be considering at my own pace...)

Woman: "MISS TOK, this promotion is from hotel. Don't you know that hotels have such promotions??? No one has ever promote these to you???" (I think she thought that I'm thinking they're from some fake marketing company or something. TMD! Wanna make me feel like a fool? MAN, I'LL MAKE U A FOOL TOO! Waste your time lo... HAHAHA!)

Fern: "Nope!"

Woman: ".... blah blah blah... You can always have the 1st time.... blah blah blah... (She told about they've been doing these for 10 years and every year they'll get feedback... Ok, this's valid. but still I hate her... )

Fern: "It's alright I dun think I need... ..."

Woman: "WHY?? Is it because of financial problem???" (WOW, she's straightforward, isn't she??? & NOT SINCERE, I DUN GIVE A DAMN listening to U, WOMAN! MAKING MY MONEY IS NOT SO EASY! HMPT!)

Fern: "Nope, money is never a problem... (*GRINS*, Fernie is STIRRING! *wahahaha* Who ask this bitch not to let me put down the phone.) It's ok, I really dun need such package nor vouchers as I'm always not around in Singapore..."

Woman: "...You can change these vouchers to hotels in KL..." (Give up, bitch... ...zzzZzzZz... ...)

Fern: "I'm really not interested... I need to head some where, I shall put down the phone now. (Hey I'm kind enough to maintain my grace & not cup-ping the phone lor...)

(bye bitch...)

The End

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

The Chicky PoxY Experience

I think I'm considered the late comer for Chicken Pox cuz I think all of my friends have already gotten it. Okay, let me recap the whole damn thing till the first few spots spotted by Jon on Sunday night.

Sat night, back from Melbourne...

I was tired. So tired that my whole body was aching. It's my menses that's cuzing the pain and backaches I believe. But I'm really tired... Still I wanna have my Indian supper with Jon & dad. I was so tired but I dunno how to sleep and I can't move much... Jon was angry with me for not wanting to drink more water. HAHA*

On Sunday...

Jon & I woke up early & had our cravings for kaya toast breakfast settled at Hougang Mall. Back home Jon taught me golf! But a dry-run with weixiang's recorder as my golf club! Hahaha* That's the nearest substitute I can find. It was fun, I knew I had the energy to continue, but I just feel tired really fast and I stopped.

In the afternoon, together with mom, dad, & weixiang, we had the very nice kampong chicken at Thomson Road!!! That marks my best meal before Chicken Pox! :( The hot and cold feeling keeps bothering me, making me tired. I thought I'm sick, but it's not the normal ones like the past flu or sore throat caused fever. So I thought it's because my body hadn't rest enough all these while that caused this headache and slight fever. I thought I just needed more sleep...

I slept for 2 hours at Jon place. I woke up with my back burning hot!!! When I say hot, it's really HOT & I can't describe further. I just can't think. I know I wanted more sleep, but it's too hot to continue a peaceful sleep. So I forced myself to shower & felt like a normal bitch after that. So I put on my makeup & got dressed for the wedding dinner of Jon's colleague.

Till then, my body damage were... 1 BURST POX AT THE CHEST + 1 BURST POX ON MY LEFT FACE!!! & the kuku me actually concealed them so well that I thought I'm a Concealer Queen for Pimples! *F@#$@%#^%*&^**

AT the wedding, I spotted 1 red spot on my right arm when I'm brushing my hair in the toilet & innocently thought that it's some fierce insect bite from somewhere. *Argh* The wedding is a short one and a plain one, with plain buffet & simple. Everything's simple lar. But $^$%&*$%# I had a prawn & scallop & I still dunno I'm having chicken pox!

But lucky we had an early night with no night hangouts with the colleagues & headed home. & That's when Jon spotted my first few spots :(

& this's my last photo of glamour before the explosion of the ugly chicken pox!! :(

麻坡的華語 Muar Chinese

The hippiest Music Video to be shared among friends of Singapore and Malaysia! *CheerSss*

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Walks around the GreensSs...

Ever since the 2 walks at Sembawang Park & Botanical Gardens on 2 consecutive days, I've come to conclusion that we shall do such walks more often!

Next walk I'm looking forward to is the TREETOP WALK!

Something new...

What's Turbulence???

It means (1) the mixing of the warm and cold air above cuzing shakey flights or (2) being shakened by someone = kena ZAP lar... *touchwood*

Whats YP???

By right it means Young Passengers, by left it means Young Probationary Crew = me lar...