Feel that I got lots to write... but I seriously dunno where to start...

Went out with my dear friend just now n found out she's seeing n dating someone. Hee~ that's so nice, we've been waiting for her to fall in love and finally!

I have been having difficulty maintaining normal sleeping hour... hubby is complaining I'm not trying hard enough to adjust. I hate that feeling... It's annoying and frustrating at times that when I adjusted my sleeping hour back to singapore, I gotta adjust again when I am overseas. DAMN! Sometimes I just feel like quitting my job. So that I can be normal like many others n have the time to accompany all my love ones.

But so much I love my job too... I keep telling myself to enjoy myself when I'm working n overseas, my funny off days to do nothing or run tonnes of errands n do what I wanna do. I know very well that this kinda life will not be with me forever. In my heart, I know very well that I would not fly for long. N I can't see myself making flying as my career. I wanna have my own child after my contract. But I have a degree to complete. I would like to hold my traditional wedding soon. I know everyone is just waiting, but I am so lazy to plan again. Sigh. Think it's just me, goal-less.

I know some of u will wanna scold or nag at me for being like that; lazy.

I think I am just waiting for the contract to be up... then I'll change a job n buck up my life with a so-called 'normal' job. I can then attend all the lessons I have... I have arrange my time better to spend with my family... n yes, I can sleep normally... eat normally... n exercise normally... not feeling lazy anymore...

the IFS in the recent briefing session mentioned about having motivation after being stagnant in a job... he mentioned about promotion. Kao it never cross my mind before... I think I better get out of the airline soon...

but now that it's mentioned... why should I fear promotion???

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Year 2010

It's been sometime since I've blogged... I think I've forgotten about it for a long while... Realise I still have one when I saw an email requesting for photobucket password. I think someone tot she has my ID, keep sending password request to my email. Anyway, I was viewing all the old pics I've in the old albums... the good old days... best friends... Schools days... with ex-es day... my slim slim days... n my straight straight hair... I realise how much I miss my fat-less arms, slimmer waist, n my long dyed straight hair. LOL. Can't believe what food n nil exercise have done on me...

Resolution #1 - Exercise n slim down at least 3kg... wanted to put 4kg... I think I have to be realistic

2009 had been eventful, I hope this year shall be a wonderful n smooth year for every loved ones around me.

Resolution #2 - Be a good gal, good wife, good daughter, good sister, as well as good daughter-in-law... in short... be nice!

to be nice ---> Resolution #3 - Cut down on the cursing n swearing words... *beeP*

Not sure how well can I manage school this semester with more modules... so

Resolution #4 - study hard n play less...

I think I shall not lay down too much.. it's already so much... I hope the #1 will be fulfiled by end of the year!

Cheers!