haiz.. Chris ah Chris.. (referring to Orange) I think you are right... some things can just change overnight. The thing I fear most finally arrived again... my freaking thinking and freaking decision-making style messed up a small part of my life again. Haiz.. I'm sorry, friend.. I really didn't know things will turn out this way... I can't even explain for myself... I dun wish to blame myself but I can't help it... People will always say "what is done cannot be undone..." What if there's something call "UNDO" in life??? Maybe not undo many steps, or perhaps just 1 step?

Sometimes you'll just think...

"what if initally I didnt..."

"ru guo..."

"zhao zhi dao..."

At times, you can get frustrated and say... "TMD... might as well..."

~HAIZzzZZz!!!!~

I dun wish to get back that feeling again... I'm being tested... again... damnit... totally damnit!

I hope once again lao tian will cast "yu-guo-tian-qing" spell on everything... & everything will be fine again...

~HAIZZzZzZZ!!!!!~